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endo_angel
22 January 2012 @ 02:33 am
Wow time does fly. Well I'm 23 today. Me and brandon have been together for a year and 2 months now. The apartment is awesome. Started school again this year

We also made an addition to our family on oct 25th.


his name is tristan and is our lab/pit mix. He is so big now.


We are also trying to make an addition of our own wink wink** We love each other so much and after what we have gone through with life so far and our love for each other is so strong that we are ready for this.




 
 
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endo_angel
07 August 2011 @ 12:46 am

Is it truly possible? My friend today just got engaged, she has cervical and uterine cancer and is missing 25% of her cervix. Yes I'm happy, but I just can't get over the fact that they've only been together a month or two...is this her desperate way to get kids before her radical hysterectomy? I think it's too soon for this, for her. Her past isn't that great and ahe falls way too fast.

And then look at myself and my boyfriend, we are moving right along pace, almost 10 months together and still growing stronger each day. We are moving in together in a week into an awesome apartment and starting our life together...dog and all(she is the cutest puggle ever!!!)

But then I look at just me, it seems my health is spiraling downward. First my endometriosis, then my fybromyalgia, and now I'm showing symptoms of lupus! I just cannot win! And then I think about down the road, that if I do have lupus what is my life going to be like. Am I going o bed bound with my boyfriend waiting on me hand and foot? Am I still going to be able to work? Will I pass this on to any future children? Will my boyfriend or any man want to be with me? It's just so overwhelming I just am a horrible mess, crying all the time. How much more can I take?

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endo_angel
06 August 2011 @ 12:53 am

Had to push move in back two weeks. Can't wait till I have my own "home".

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endo_angel
10 July 2011 @ 01:25 pm

found an apartment finally! so excited!!!!!!

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endo_angel
04 July 2011 @ 11:56 am

happy forth of july everyone! hope everyone has a safe and fun day.

i would like to thank all the men and women who gave their lives and to those who are still fighting for the continuation of our freedom! thank you daddy and poppop, and especially my babe brandon for everything they do.

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endo_angel
01 May 2011 @ 11:27 pm


well this weekend was military weekend for him and he had some awesome news for me. first he finished up all his shit to get over to the new unit and second id they are taking volunteers now for the deployment, so he thinks they may not even go now.

but on another note my endo for the past few weeks has been leaving me near pain free which is also amazing. 

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endo_angel
30 April 2011 @ 09:26 am

Well July is right around the corner which means his deployment. I don't how to deal with any of this. Avoiding it up to now isn't really paying off. Then the other day he told me for the month of may his unit is up for a random deployment so that means he can be gone in a week. When we started dating I figured everything would just be easy with the air force pushing back his deployment every time he went in for his weekend. And then I thought everything would be fine when he started the transition into a different unit but that seems to be put on a stand still.

Well I have my skype downloaded from his 2 weeks he spent in Cali in february and I have tons of envelops for letters, I just need to get my stamps. Anything other suggestions to prepare for this?

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endo_angel
27 January 2011 @ 02:18 am

Having endo has only caused one big stressor for me, my ability to have children. This has caused many tears and headaches thinking about the topic. And yet again I have baby fever, I don't know if it is because I am now a year older and I feel like like my biological clock is running out faster then everyone else's. But I want a child more than ever, not only for my biological clock, but for the shear reason that i want to be pain free. These days drag on sooooo long because of the pain. And I also love kids and all my friends have kids, I don't want to be the only one to not have kids.

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endo_angel
11 December 2010 @ 11:00 pm

I know it's the holidays and all but does she really feel the need to visit like this. Been break through bleeding for about two weeks now, thankfully only being very light. But she will be gone and i shall enjoy the rest of the holidays and Disney! Honestly the 80 degree weather sounds a whole lot better then 14 degrees. Only 2 more weeks!!!

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endo_angel
16 November 2010 @ 03:49 am
Day 3 of ovary spasms. Wishes someone would take a spork and rip out my uterus. Because this shit is getting real old, real quick.

I just wanna get married and have my kid already so I can get my hysterectomy.
 
 
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